An Untypical Taiping Weekend

Butterfinger' Stay at Taiping. ...was not bad, though my dad complains from A to Z about the hotel we stay in, was really small, inconvenient, and have so little plug points. Well, nobody said Taiping is a well-advanced village. So, be happy with what you have, dad. On the way to my destination, my friends, Cheng, B.hee and Danny SMS and called me about our ranking, our average and how many As we got. Haha, first time I had friends calling me about our results, but it was a nice experience. Thanks to Cheng for helping me check my result while I was on the road. Cheng is ranked 13th in my class, I felt sad about it, and now I hope nobody will ever get sick during exam. I ranked 8th, I was even happier when I found out I was ranked 38th in the whole form! Yesh! As for my gang, I have full confident Cheryl is ranked 1st(well, I was wrong, it's Justin), Johnny gave me the biggest surprise when Danny told me he ranked 2nd, woo-hoo nice job, mate! And Tian Jin ranked 3rd, no surprise, he always gets 3rd or 4th. From my understanding, from 4th place to 8th, we all had the same average. How weird, right?(with the exception of Wai Loon though). Another first time I see this happening, kinda cool, haha. Anyways, we did great guys! And I hope we would still be together in the same class next year, nobody splitting up.    
          The reason why I'm in my ma's hometown that weekend is because my auntie is getting married, to be specific, my mom's dad's brother's daughter, that would be my mom's cousin, which is not close to my mom at all, got married on 12.11.11, congratz to her. Yea, but I was freaking bored that night, after eating, the night before the bridegroom meets the bride, as tradition of Hokkien clan, or maybe the whole Chinese people, the bride and bridegroom cannot meet face to face or call or text each other, haha, ok, the call and text part I made it up, I don't know about that. Anyways, I was so bored that I was so happy it's time to go back to my grandmama's place. Back there, I was so happy to know my cousin is going there too, yes! At last boredom is gonna fly away from my side, she grown even taller than the last time we met, but she is still her wacky self, never change. Though she's younger than me by 3 years, she taught me something, a game called sketch, if that is how it spelled, ha, it was a fun game, at first I thought it's gonna be complicated, but after playing it, it's addictive and easy to play. Sketch is played using poker cards, haha, reminds me of her poker cards, at the back was Disney princess, haha, imagine Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Snow White and all those Disney princesses sitting round a table playing poker, haha, this reminds me of Shrek, one of their movies, those rough princesses.    
          The wedding day. Well oh well, a big day for the couple. For me, it was an okay day, had food as usual, the best part about weddings is that they'll have food before, during and after the wedding, the worst part today was the time the groom meets the bride. The groom and his pile of friends will do all sorts of stupid stuff before he can go in, cause the bride is suppose to be not ready yet, so they are stopped by the bride's sisters and brothers, playing games with them, making them put lipsticks, and kissing each other, by the way, those friends of the groom are all male, and we spectators will be looking at guys kissing each other on the cheek, and the last one, right on the lips. Then they had this banana which was tied around their waist, after that, both male will swing their banana to the other male side, if the other male's banana is hooked with his banana, one of them has to eat the bananas, so stupid, after watching this I walked away, cause it's stupid and also disgusting, it seems that everyone there are perverts, well, I just can't stand looking at this and enjoying it, urghh. so I sat on a chair and start eating again, since it's the morning, they offer cakes, kuih, all that sweet stuff. I enjoyed my time sitting there and eat the glutinous rice kuih, sticky and yummy...well, after they finish their perverty games, they knocked on the door, sorry, bang on the door, and shout "open the door" in Cantonese. Why in Cantonese? hello, guys, we're Hokkien Lang. At last the groom can meet his bride after a day of not seeing her, they did the Chinese tradition, zham cha, lastly kids go upstairs and take angpow, which is such a long queue....moving on, all of us went to the groom's house, fuh...his family's house is so humongous, it's like 10 times bigger than the bride's shop lot house. However, when entering the room, you find out the house is kinda small, only the outside is big, cause they had so many fish ponds and they have a big garden and carparks. Plus, this guy who owns this house is a Arowana fish seller, that's why his so rich, haha. He rears these fishes in a big fish aquarium outside his house, kinda cool. That day, my dad and mom was bored so we went back to my grandma's place and play and rest. My grandma said we can shower at her place, thanks for the offer, but we already showered in the morning. Talking about that, that shower I took in the morning was freezing cold, yea they had a water heater, but the surrounding was so cold, the water heater was not enough to make the surrounding in thermal equilibrium. I was practically like a fur ball in the shower, just letting the water run down. Getting out of the shower was the hard part, I had to off the water heater, here comes total coldness, I took my towel, and then just stood there looking at my clothes, just unable to move, but at the end, of course I decided to stop wasting my time looking and wore my clothes, which really almost killed me, having a morning shower sucks badly!
          Well, the wedding dinner, how did it go? The one thing I don't like about w.dinners are the going in and the getting out part. Going in, if you're late, ok, my family's always late, everyone goes and thought you were the bride and groom, well, we are so not. Getting out we need to shake hands first, and squeeze out to the exit, hate it, so cramp, thank goodness my dad went down and get the car ready for us to get out! Yay! The whole night was drunken talks, bad singing, horrible food and my grandma, urghh..can pengsan and she's sitting right beside me, cause my ma had an argue with her and doesn't wanna sit next to her, I also hate family issues. Whole night was my grandma thinking I'm wasting food, oh come on I don think I ever waste food ever! I just eat slower than others, so patience, grandma, of course I'll eat it, plus the forcing to eat the last bits, oh please, I'm so full already, you want me to finish that?! And so, I was a bloated fish when I came back to the hotel, just feel like laying down the bed and sleep away....
          The next day, we ate Khai See Meen(Shredded Chicken noodles) with my cousins for brunch, and went back home after that, to meet my grandparents for dinner. That weekend was done.

*Bang!* => KILL ME

          Taekwondo this/next week is all over. My training sessions and me following my parents to Philippines period is gonna clash. Everything in the same week, no choice but to sacrifice one, that is obviously taekwondo, sigh, kill me. Every year, sir will have these few sessions, kinda like POWER BOOST sessions when our last grading is near, so we'll be able to get good results. This year, I'm in trouble, for missing almost all these sessions, i hope sir will still let me take my grading, even though i'm gonna miss, hopefully i will do my best in front of him, every move right, and he'll let me pass to perform in front of Grand Master on December 4th, oh Lord, I pray I'll be discipline enough to practice everyday in the Philippines, be ready for that day. Talking about sir, Sir Bala is getting married, haha, at last, Congratulations to him...wonder when is sir Sara gonna get married too...has he found the right one, anyway?, ^^.
         
          This post looks kinda short, haha, add more stuff. Emm...ok, Report Card day on Friday. My parents already know my results, ranking, average bla bla through a website, a government website for parents to check their son's and daughter's results, ha, did they create this website cause they were afraid the students would hide their results from their parents? Who knows...well then, me and my ma still went that day, pity my class teacher and other teachers waiting for us to turn up, if we didn't, then it'll count as we wasting their time, and i do not like wasting people's time, even if i don't see eye to eye with that person, i will still not do that(maybe i should rethink about it...). Got there, got lost for a while, and finally saw my teacher. How 'lucky' I am to have my result paper right beside Justin's, my classmate who got 1st(every time..). My teacher told my mom to take mine, but my busybody mom went to compare my marks with Justin's instead, then she gave me a few 'huh?!'s, indicating 'why you so 差 one?!' and 'fuh, wau, girl', meaning 'your marks and his are so far apart, sigh'. The worst part was when she was counting how many A's he got, slowly counting 1, 2, 3...10As...my 7As broke itself into pieces...what to say during this time?Nothing, just..smile, A Big Wide Smile, and change the subject, hehe. I asked my teacher are we gonna change classes tomorrow, how happy I was when she said there'll be no streaming next year, whoever is a Creativo, forever will be one, haha, ok, she didn't say that, that's just what she said translated into my own words, haha. Anyways, YAY!!! We'll still be together next year! Woo-Hoo!!! I went home happily, but stopped by Danny's house to finally pass exam papers to him, haha, i kept it for so long.

          One more thing to tell ya, I'm gone for a week startin...tomorrow, and so, I'm not gonna blog again, sorry, but I'll post pictures(if i took any) when I come back from the Philippines, smell ya later~!  

School Again?!

          School's back, well, only for a day, to return our textbooks and maybe get some test papers back, which me and the gang did. After returning all the books, we walked round here and there, finding teachers. Me and Danny went to find physics teacher, cause I was eager to know my phys. results, even though I know it's gonna be crappy. Once we found her, she couldn't give us anything, she hasn't finish marking yet. Then, we went downstairs back to the hall, and got our bio papers, all of them, man, bio teacher's fast. My result wasn't too bad or too good, I got 67 for it, which is worse than mid-term, but somehow it didn't made me feel like saying, "why 67?! why...67 only...", and cry out boo-hoo, I felt contented with it, 3 marks more, I could get a solid B, that's next time. Later, I remembered me, Dan, Jon and...ahh B.Hee(almost forgotten him, sorry B.H) went to find chemistry teacher. She, I guess was kinda busy, maybe having more papers to mark, cause the only paper she completely finish marking was paper 1, objective paper. Oh well, the rest of the time we spend on helping her mark, counting stuff. Finish doing that, one last stop before...you'll know soon, went to the teacher's office, actually to find BM teacher, but she weren't there, so detoured to find English teacher, sigh, English, also 3 marks more I could get an A+, if not because of my bad essay writing, yea I could get it, next time then. Now, all things settled, we head off to D&J's house, haha, again, oh yea, first we need to find Jun Rong, found him, waited for a while, everybody's there already and we go. I stayed there till 3pm, cause I got tuition at 4, so need to go home early. Me and B.Hee made instant noodles(lunch) first, then we helped J.Rong and Pin to cook too, which was weird, and so, in the middle of cooking for them, I asked Hee why are we doing this, only then he realized...We're Dumb Fools. And we called them to cook for themselves, muahahahaha! Later, the whole time there I was actually watching wrestling, well, I didn't like want to watch it, but I enjoyed watching the match between Undertaker and Triple H, I can't believe myself almost falling for an addiction to WWE again, I'm so weak, haha.
          Went back to school again, that's for me and those having taekwondo only, on Thursday. I got there before 2.30pm, so I quickly went to physics teacher's office to collect our papers. When I got hold of all my phys papers, I counted my marks and I got 64, of course not my dream mark, every paper was ok, just paper 2, the essay section, I only had 14/40, totally unexpected. So, anybody know any good teachers or tutors or anybody thinking they are really good at physic essay, please tell me, on Facebook, go find Raika Rai, that's me, the one that needs help. Moving on, to taekwondo, that day we recapped all the taegueks, me red belt learning taeguek chil jang, the 7th tae. now, had to suffer from taeguek 1-6, which I forgot all of them, except the 1st one, which is the basic, at least I didn't flunk that one. Thank goodness Sir Sara wasn't there that day, or else I'm gonna be growing muscles from a whole lot of push-ups, yikes! After taekwondo was done, I called my mom if she has arrived yet, and oh yea, she's not here yet, so I used my extra minutes to collect BM test papers. Oh BM BM, was a letdown, I dropped from being on earth all the way to hell, exclude my dramatic self, in simple words, I did badly. I was worried sick for my SPM, I was so worried I'll fail Malay in SPM, I told my mom about it, and she said I need more time to study BM, before mid-term, I had no tuition for it, and it wasn't the subject I'll be afraid I'll do terribly, she also said, maybe I should think of canceling my BM tuition, so I could have more time doing revision for Malay myself, I wonder, should I take mom's advice or..not? During shower time, I managed to calm myself down, by..ha, guess, well I was calmed through singing, yea, I know, again...this time singing Drops of Jupiter by Train, this song has no connection with Malay or anything, but it was nice to sing it in the shower. Out of the bathroom, I got down thinking what should I do to improve me BM grades, huh? Haha, the only suggestion I had for myself was, go search Google, 'Bagaimanakah seseorang pelajar dapat meningkatkan markah untuk subjek BM?', stupid me, asking Google to help me think. My pop said I blogged a lot, maybe I should write a paragraph using Malay in every post...erm, actually it's not a bad idea, better than mine a million times, another question, should I? Haha, let's just see about that next year.

...and My Holiday Begins

          Just after Friday, i started doing all the things that I wanted to do so...badly during my exam days, I made a note to myself whenever I felt bored and lazy in the middle of studying, one of those things I was really eager to start was watching Supernatural again, oh yeah, this is definitely what I call holiday, spending almost the whole of my day watching it. I start from Season 3 episode 1 till the Christmas episode on..Sunday. The Christmas Special, a part Danny showed me before I knew anything about this tv series. I remembered watching this Christmas part, which is the first time I watch Supernatural, a short clip Danny shared from YouTube, he told me it's one of those touching moments, but who knows maybe this emotional moments have some ghost or demons coming out?..well, i basically kinda stick myself so tightly to the chair like superglue, I think i was able to freak out anytime, like when it's almost about to end, I was so scared something or someone will appear at the windows, I was blinking like a blinking maniac, I made it a scary moment than a touching one. Plus, after that part finished, I was so relief i'm done with it but at the same time, I have no idea what was going on. I always thought Supernatural was scary, now, I think it does has it's scary factor, you know, fighting demons and stuff, but it's more about brotherhood, family, bonds, all that lovey lovey stuff, so that's way, it has these kind of moments, that will sometimes make your heart skip a beat and you'll feel like sobbing(like my mom...). Extra information, that episode also made me understand how does Danny came out with the word 'fudge' to replace the 'f' word. Haha, I love the part when Dean used a few 'fudges' in one sentence, and the old grandma pagan god said he was improving, something like that, funny. That reminds me, Supernatural is not only loving, it's also hilarious! Seriously!               
          While watching Supernatural, I also did something on the side, yea, cool right, I'm a multi-tasker, XD. I was reading a book so boring that it took me 4 days(can be faster if not for Supernatural, LOVE it) to finish reading that Boring book, called...(I can't even remember what it's called already) something about Isla and Luke. Ok, this is actually a sequel to the 1st book, but because I bought it in a garage sale for..5 bucks? They don't have the 1st one, anyways, what the cheesecake, just buy it for fun la. WRONG MOVE, shouldn't have done that! Regret, regret, regret, nevertheless, 5 buckeroos is still $$$, I forced myself, me eyes actually, to keep on reading till the end, and I did, yay me!(urghh) So...the story, okay, the main thing is about this girl called Isla going out with this guy called Luke(sigh, *fall asleep*). During their college years, Luke's dad took them together to go vacation with him and his 2nd wife, which of course, Luke hates. But then, Luke's relationship with his new mom becomes apple peachy after their vacation, great...Let's fast forward to New Year, yea, it's the night just before new year, Isla and Luke went to their local, kinda grand bar place, Luke got drunk, super drunk, and talked rubbish in a drunken way the whole night, till the time when everyone was out of the place. And when just when Isla was ready to drag him back home, he wanted to have nachos or salsa, let's just say he wanted food, so, Isla had to carry him by the shoulder to that place. While he was eating, Isla took a photo of him eating like a man starving for a year and this is his first meal, she took this photo for her competition, some photography competition she came across in the newspapers. At the end, she gotten 1st prize for that photo she took, and it was placed right in the middle of the college hall. Luke was really upset to see this and so he broke up with her, cause he thinks she was trying take advantage on him, make him a fool...I think, dah lupa. Isla no matter what still love him very much, and he still do, even though he wanted to break up. Everyday, Isla miss him even more, and one day, she can't take it anymore! Yes, she can't! She gone nuts and did suicidal action! Ya, I just bluffed you! Haha. She didn't do that, what she did was took down that photo and paste the poem she wrote for Luke on Valentine's day. Luke was touched and at the same time, thinking if Isla is trying to show the whole world their privacy, he still thinks Isla is playing tricks on him, what?! Come on....she truly loves you, and so that guy called up the girl, and don know what happen la, they chit chit chat chat, and the end they become couple again, aww...happy ending...one piece of advice, NEVER EVER buy a book that is a full love story, and no action! Believe me, it's boring, and after that, you can't just waste money putting it a side, you have to read it, ishh ishh(words my English teacher uses when she's...well, I think she use it every time, ha).         
          If you're ever finding a love and action series, try The Kane Chronicles or Percy Jackson, haha, both by the same author, Rick Riordan, his books are the best! If you want a balance of unreal stuff and romance, try Sweep, or they also call it Wicca, you know about Wiccan magic? Yeap, this series is all about it. Talking about Sweep, I just remembered I went to midvalley and finish reading Dark Magick, it's book 4, the same day I finish reading Isla and Luke book! Haha, killing two books in one day? Ha, new proverb. Reminds me of the walk just to get to Borders, Borders is located at The Gardens, and I'm at Midvalley, though it's connected to each other, walking there was a pain in the buttocks, no, at the legs, it was tiring, my legs were almost bendable by the time I reach there. My poor legs...
           And that's my first session of HOLIDAY!!! XD

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          Wednesday, the day we only had 1 paper to test, that is Chem Paper 3. That time, I believed I did okay, but now when I think about my whole chemistry, it suck, terribly. However, if I were to think in another way(the positive one), at least I got a B for it, hahaha, and laugh it off, man, I'm cold.            
          Well, after we pass our papers, we suppose to go to the bengkel, I don't know what you call 'bengkel' in English, but...I think it's call bench, okay, then, I'll use that word, we suppose to go to the Agricultural Science bench to get some tips or do more revision for that upcoming subject, the last subject of my form 4 year, ahh...form 4, gone so fast, long gone and moved on, nope, not the song, it got nothing to do with the song, just the name, it relates to my time this year, fast and furious...guess that's too much, huh, eh-heh, sorry. So, we reached to the bench, and then some other teacher told us that our teachers didn't come today, what, they played truant themselves, amazing~
          While I was quite loss having no idea what to do next, I saw B.Hee and Danny walking my way, well, not really towards me, I think, but I went up to them, telling today's 'exam tips' session is cancelled. Straight away, B.Hee suggested we hang out at Danny's house for the 3 hours before our parents come and pick us up, in short, till school finishes. I had no single problem with that at all, since Dan's house is quite near from our school, so B.Hee suggested we walked there, and yeap we did, 'we' including me, B.Hee and Thailand, Pin, Wai Loon from Johnny's side. Now we were on our way to Dan's and Jon's house.          
          The walk there was not what I thought, the Sun was practically burning me, Danny had an umbrella with him, I had one too, but I was so lazy to even reach my hand into my bag and get it out, and I didn't wanna share umbrella with Danny, it's not because of you, it's because of Johnny. Though we're best friends, but Jon's been acting weird these days, it's as if he wanna say we like each other as a couple, sigh, the misunderstand-er, either than the sun, Jon kills me. At last, we reached their condo, and it's a big place, I mean, it's like a maze, just to get to the fifth block, we got to walk more, ha, if I went there myself, it's gonna be a new story, 'Butterfinger Lost in (modern)Jungle'.            
          This time, at last, we reached their house, going inside their house was cool, wait wait, I meant their house itself was cool, the outside and the inside was different. Haha, Danny keeps on saying his poor, so poor his shoes are used since form 1, so poor to even afford anything. Tell me, how does a poor guy afford an LCD tv, the latest Astro tv broadcasting system(Malaysia stuff), a billion ps3 games, and more?!..ok, ps3 games haven't even reach a billion yet, but they have a lot! That's why it's super cool! We had a fun time there, some of us played ps3, watch them playing, I studied a little(so rajin, right?Haha, oh yea), some took out their old comics and read, go online facebooking, talking about that, Wai Loon showed us a video of two motorcyclist trying to rob a shop, came in full suit, even wore their helmets and dark sunglasses into the shop(we gotta be careful around these type of people), then used some 'parang' to hit the owner and his family, owner had a wooden stick under his desk, took it out and beat those guys, but they keep fighting back, till the end the owner got a line on his forehead, and his son was cut, his hand was bleeding. Urghh, I felt total disgust when the motorcyclists were hitting or like 'slicing' them, man, it was painful. Anyway, I also took a look at their photo albums, didn't see any of their pictures, just their parents wedding time pics, and I found out that their parents married the same year as my parents, 1994. Pin was all in on the psp game he was playing, he was really concentrated in it, hehe, he was addicted. Then, Danny's dad came back home and gave them their lunch, and also ask if we wanna eat anything, aww...how sweet, haha. My parents are sweet too, but maybe not so sweet like their parents, ^-^.          
          The next day we also had one paper to be tested on, if you don't count Chinese papers. For me, I don't take Chinese, i consider myself a half banana already. My paper was PJK. Same as the day before, after finishing that paper, we went to the 'bench'. This time, thank goodness our teacher came, but the only tip we got from her was the experiment report, will be about pembiakan, haha, at least the rest of the time I had fun copying all the answers into my blue exercise book with Rebecca, Cheryl, and Joee, we had a nice do-work-and-chat time, XD! Later, I had taekwondo, just as any usual thursday. Though I did so so bad in new syllabus, got bombed by sir on every move I made, haha, i'm always happy when my friend, Shi Ying comes back to her ex-school and have taekwondo, happy happy all the way, even when your being skewed/slaughtered/grilled in a hot barbecue pit by master, teehee!         
          Friday was the last day of school!!! Well, can be counted as the last day, I was even happier, Incredibly, Unbelievably just really HAPPY! You can see that at my first post when I start blogging, unimaginable happiness. I remembered me just thinking in my head about what I'm gonna do when I got home, haha, even during the ride home, I just stared out the window, and see myself smiling, from the minute we passed up our last paper till the whole day, I can't stop laughing, cheesecake, I was really on top of Mount Everest!            
          On Saturday, I realized this school year was all over, that made me sick in my stomach, in fact, I felt like crying a little, I'm gonna miss Creativos a lot, hopefully nothing change next year, we'll still be in the same class together, Be Creative Forever! Things got worse, when I knew about myself, not caring about Danny, and just continuously chatting with Esther on Friday, sigh I should have asked about his add maths results when Teacher Hayati, our add maths teacher gave our papers back. I thought he did better than me, he is always better than me, but this time, I was wrong, and deep in my heart I wished I could turn back time and ask a simple question will also do, man, I didn't even ask a single thing. I'm sorry, best friend, I hope I will never make myself have this feeling of sadness because then that means I hurt you again. *in my superior voice* NO, I WILL NOT LET THAT HAPPEN! :)

The Case of the Unpredictable Menstruation

          After a week of holiday, I forced myself to crawl out of bed, to a start of a new exam week. From Holiday then straight to Exam, my school's giving me Déjà vu, or...maybe not, I just feel like using this term right now, ha. 1st day of test papers took off, but to me it stopped during recess, my time of the month came, yeap, period.
          ...Catch Me, haha, not related to my post, just a song I suddenly like, yea, how funny, right, I suddenly like it, well, it has nice lyrics. So..I was saying my period leaked, all this not known or you can say, seen by me, Cheng saw it. Though it was a little awkward letting someone see it first rather than yourself, but in return, I said Thanks to her, if she didn't tell me, and kept looking at it, I will feel totally feel ill at ease. Thanks again Cheng for your honesty. After that, I went round my classroom, with my hands trying to cover the part, asking the girls if they brought any sanitary pads, unfortunately, none have. I didn't have it too, cause I gave it to my friend few weeks ago, and always delay/didn't care to replenish. Well, I had backup, some people to help me, Cheryl & Crystal, Cheryl went from 4L to 4J asking if anyone have pad for me, while Crystal went all the way down checking if the book store or the small shop sell this stuff. At the end, both my backup came back empty-handed, and I just told them it's ok. Cheryl was like, "What it's ok?!..." and bla bla bla, haha, can't remember what she said, I think I just zonked out that time and looking at her, cause I can't forget her expression on her face, a little panicky but most of all, worried for me. In my mind I thought, "Wau, she looks worse than me, as if she's having it, ok, gotta do something else." Sigh, what did I do? I stand and go find help from Cheng.
          She told me to now go clean up...a big '?' pop in my head...how? No idea...she said, "Use tissue paper la."...okay, I guess I understand a little bit, Rebecca said if she were in my shoes right now, she'll be freaked out, but me still looking calm, I figured maybe it's because this is the first time I'm having to face this case of misfortune. Well, next step to the toilet, half way there, I see Cheryl at the back of me, helping me cover my back, oh come on, I already have a big paper to cover la! Sorry, another song to recommend again, haha, Holes Inside. Later I've done everything, I quickly sat down and never make a move, only my hands and my head are moving, haha. Next paper was Bio Paper 3, and I didn't feel like studying anymore, felt like since this is the last paper of Biology, might as well just flunked it. Head down, looking straight at my notes, and my brain suddenly tune in to Broken Strings, by James Morrison and Nelly Furtado, the first chorus part, where it goes, 'You can't play on broken strings, You can't feel anything, that your heart don't want to feel, I can't tell you something that ain't real', I was totally broken down, but when i sang it further till almost the end, till the last part, 'Let me hold you for the last time, it's the last chance to feel again', and that last words gave a little smile on me, and I felt so so much better, like Energizer Bunny went inside me, and ZAP me back to reality. I changed my mind, this time I saw my notes, with, haha, erm, an open heart and mind, I went on reading and studying. Subsequently, I made up a new study method, singing those words out loud, haha, paper 3 was mostly all about experiments, having a lot of Aims, Problem Statements, Hypothesis...all that I made a tune, and sang every word out, ahh, I made myself had fun while my lower body is having trouble, ha, I'm weird.
          Thankfully, I managed to finish the paper, and passed it up, great. Now time to go back home, wait for B.Hee, after everyone has almost gone out, I scan the room for him, OH MY GOSH!, a sudden realization, he's not in class! Ahh, why didn't he wait for me?! I walked as fast as I could to the back gate of my school, ahh(!), it's lock, Cheryl offered me help again during this time, thanks a bunch, and consequently, Danny was asking me if my paper was okay just now, I gave short answers to him, made a face expression saying, "please keep moving, and don't look back and chat with me right now", haha, but I guess he didn't get that, how I wish I could just tell him I'm having period, but there were so many people, I can't. When I went back home, i did tell him all about it when he text me. Back to the chasing of B.Hee, hoping hard his mom haven't took off and gone, leaving me behind, that day was monday, I don't stay back on monday, please wait for me, I panicked in my head. In real time, since the back gate is locked, S.Mei was going to the main gate, Mei and Cheryl always walk to the front gate together everyday, and because of me, they had to use the back gate today, moreover, it was locked, so, I told Cheryl lets catch up on Mei before she walks even faster, I hate it when somebody sacrifice what they always do, their time, their stuff just for me. On the way to the main gate, Boon Hee unexpectedly just appear right beside me, what?! He's super fast! At the same time, what a relief! He's right beside me! Yes! He told me he went to toilet just now, and went back to the classroom to find me, but I weren't there. Haha, man, I was so..terrified he forgotten about me, I ran out.
          Well, I gotta TQ Cheryl big time, you helped me a lot, even though I said I didn't need it, haha, thanks. Also, Lesson Learned: Always replenish my pad, and also extra tissues. And pray hard, this is the first and the last time my menstruation come haunting me at school or any public areas. XD     
         

26th Oct 2011*slash*Deepavali*slash*My Bro's Birthday

          October 26th is my bro's birthday, his birth date is always near Deepavali, or some call it Diwali, the Festival of Lights. This year was kinda special, Deepavali fall right on his birthday, haha, he was so happy he has a day of relaxation, oh ya, cause his exam also always occur during this time, one thing's for sure, he didn't study that day, and the whole day was fun, fun for him while I studied a little, i had one week holiday for Deepavali, haha, I'm even more relax than him, thanks to my school, the school of extended holidays, Malaysia is considered a country with a whole lot of holidays already, my school extends these holidays, haha, i love it!

          Earlier that day, Danny sms my bro wishing him Happy Birthday, my bro was glad to receive that, it's his 1st Birthday Wish by sms, thanks Danny for it. My bro woke up quite early for a holiday, about 8am, he was waiting for his friend to come visit him, this is also the first time his friend came to his house on his birthday, how happy dappy he was, everything was a first time for him. This friend of his, he considered his best friend, Poy, is the one whose coming. My bro talks about his mates a lot, but most of them use him, call him 'fatty' in chinese, though he was big and tall, he gets bullied by the small ones frequently, my bro is a softy, but when people agitates him, he becomes aggressive a little, and he is always the ones that get the scolding, beatings, and the punishments from teachers, i really pity him. This gave me the impression that everyone around him was like that, including his best friend, just using my bro to gain something, and my bro, haha, falls for all this traps. On his birthday, i got a good look of Poy, so when i know he does something really serious to my bro, I can find him easily and beat the crap out of him...maybe not that offensive. Poy was shorter than my bro, almost the same height as me, he looked just like an overgrown hamster with specs, i was telling my bro and my ma about it the whole time. His teeth was just like a hamster, small, not very fat body size, all this made him looked as if he's a real hamster! Well, this hamster is a real pokemon buff, but somehow there was a level he couldn't 'up', couldn't pass the level and get to the next one, ans so that's why he came and find my bro for help, even though he came not because of my bro's birthday, to me if someone makes my bro happy, that's all that matters. My bro told him that Deepavali is also his birthday, and Poy told him he'll get him a birthday gift, at first i thought the whole time, he will never bring a gift, but to my surprise, he did, a used pokemon movie(obviously) and something else i forgot, well, it doesn't look brand new, but it's the thought that counts, right? Yea...i'm so 'happy' he got my bro a gift. 

          My mom wanted to treat Poy for lunch, so he came along with us, and extended his time WITH US, till 3 or 4pm! We went to Jusco, decided to go Kenny Rogers cause mom has her voucher stuff, both my bro and Poy were eating 'furiously', all because bro saw his friend eating so fast, he too join in the fast pack, at the end, if this were a challenge, my bro won, haha. I ate slowly like i always do, surprisingly the roasted chicken is still yummy just like in the past, everything else taste okay. After finishing our lunch, we went to popular, not together though, they went first as they finished faster, i went by myself, and checked out the reference books corner, chemistry zone, i finally understand what in the world does 'white precipitate' mean, ha, i know, easy question, but i've been figuring this term for a long time, sigh, my brain just can't get it, processor too slow, haha.
          Then, we had to rush back to my place, cause the alarm suddenly rang my ma's phone, and so to avoid any regrets, we went back. Thankfully, no burgles, must be lightning or static, haha, static, reminds me of supernatural, when the phone got static on the other line, most probably you're dealing with hell, supernatural stuff. Anyway, my bro and his friend start playing NERF when they came back, when they wore the vests, haha, it was funny, it was too small to fit their bodies, at the end they took it out, and just shoot each other, oo...the pain when the plastic bullet hits your chest without any protection, painful. Oh yea, and it was wednesday, i suppose to have chem and bm tuition, but something magical happen, my chem tutor sms my ma and said she was sick, got to rest, so....NO TUITION!!! Yeahoo!!!..this would be a blast, if only my bm tuition was canceled too, haha. Later, my bro took his friend up and watched a pokemon movie, one more thing he on the air-cond, since it's his birthday...whatever la. So, no tuition for me...i saw mom cutting grass, well, my natural instincts, GO HELP HER, sigh, i hate it sometimes. Well, i had fun cutting it with her, i haven't done it for a long time, the grass was really long, and we had a mom-daughter talk, a calm one, that, i like, wish we could have more of these moments. Then after, bro and Poy played pokemon again, while they were playing, i told them they could play all they want, just play my music player too. During the song shuffle, it shuffled to my malay song, how cute, my bro's friend asked him, "You actually listen to malay song one ar?" I just laughed, covered my mouth, choked a little, and my bro told him, "Yes, I do, 1Malaysia..." haha, that was funny, bro.
          At 3 or 4(can't remember), my bro walked Poy to the guard house and wait for his mom to pick him up. Poy gone, well, prepare dinner time, eat fast, go tuition, come back from tuition, do chorus, change to pjs, watch some tv, and zzz...That was me, my bro, my ma and Poy's day, XD.

Stuffs Happening During Exam

1One: Steve Jobs Passed Away.

This famous picture can be seen everywhere around the world right now I think. Cause, it's the book cover of 'The Biography of Steve Jobs' by the very well-known author of many other people, Walter Isaacson. I knew about his death from Google, they had this '1955-2011 Steve Jobs' thing under their search engine if i'm not mistaken. Well, at first when I saw it, I was kinda weird out why are they putting this? Steve Jobs is not even dead yet...to confirm that, I went to check, OMGosh, I totally can't believe it when what I thought was wrong, he's really gone. I felt slight tears inside my heart, I have never shed tears for someone that don't even know me, ha, first time. Steve Jobs, i saw a magazine front page that called him the 21st Century Genius, i very much agree on that. He's amazing just by having the idea to create something even better and easier-to-use, without him, we won't have all these cool machines he made, who can imagine a phone can transform from a basic normal visible keypad phone to a touch screen phone, man, that is a really cool mind he has. And he passed away quite a young age, but pity him too, he was battling cancer for so many years, and now we should be happy he could rest in peace now. God bless him.

2Two: There were book sales going on during my (so lame and dumb and stupid and...)exam
Crazy discounts, i mean, SO MUCH discounts. But the so sad part is I didn't go, I can't go, 'grounded' because of exam, I missed it, but but, hehe, next year, I'm having SPM, that means my exam won't clash with these sales, and I can go to the Big Bad Wolf Booksales and also a booksale on a ship near Port Klang, my friends say it will be there every one or 2 years. Well, if it's not there next year, I can go the year after next year, I'm free, i guess, hehe.

3Three: While studying the 3 science subjects
Physics: I came across my teacher's comments on my exercise book. It's kinda funny, it's something like this, 'Nice Try  Good Try', haha, teacher, you're funny(to me ^-^), next time just use liquid paper or correction tape, don't let me see this funny stuff or i'll just laugh at you everytime.
Chemistry: Horrible answers, all the answers for the questions in my little reference book were all wrong, or you can say weird, the answer for this one question was suppose to be like 2 or 3 words only, the answer sheet gave me haha, I call it random stuff, totally out of topic. This is something related to, " I call for a chicken not a duck! "...i made it up by myself, hahaha.
Biology: Everybody knows what is Inspiration, right? I know you do, but do you know Inspiration can be relative to the topic RESPIRATION? Hah hah...Inspiration and Expiration, from the words inspire(inhale) and expire(exhale). Words do have a lot of definitions...that can be so different from each other.

All these are just some random stuff I can remember happened during my dog days, XD.
Some song suggestions, anyone? Well...i have some Youtube links:

• Stitch by Stitch, Javier Colon(The winner of The Voice, yayhoo!, he won!) 
• Tear Us Apart, Nadhira(Orang Malaysia, hehe) feat. Ron E Jones
• Heartbreak World, Matt Nathanson (me addicted to this song...)
• That's Not My Name, The Ting Tings (i know, old song, but just thought about it, love it)
• Girl on TV, LFO (yea...old song too)
• Tu Amor, Jon B. (i love this song a lot A Lot, VERY MUCH!)

A Weird/Funny Night

9/10/11, Sunday - Extra Class : 8.30pm-11.30pm

-Had Total Weird & Fun-ness 100%-

          I think it all started when Cheng's phone made a sound(indication for a message) while my tuition teacher was teaching physics. Suddenly, my teacher stopped abruptly, and had that confused look, my funny teacher, she asked, "Did my ipad just rang? Wonder what reminder do I still have? Hmm." And she continued teaching, but Cheng and I were snickering the whole way through, I can see teacher kept looking at us, after finished teaching, she taught what has got into us, and called us funny people, haha! After that, she went and checked her ipad, I remembered she said, "How funny, no reminder, nothing, but made a noise, PMR is almost over, what other stuff there is?" Oh no, now great, we burst out laughing, so loud!(HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! SO embarrassing...) At the same time, teacher realized something, and asked, "Was that S.Cheng's phone that rang just now?" Before Cheng could say anything, I quickly and affirmingly said, "YES!" and Cheng beat me(OW! =D). Now everyone was laughing, haha, yay...!
          Another funny thing happen was my dad, he called me up during tuition to say he's right in front of my tuition teacher's house already, but I asked him to give me 2 more minutes, which ended up being more than 5 minutes. After I done everything, Cheng and I quickly went out, but there was no car, I mean, not a sign of my dad, just the dark night, the moon and us. I called my dad. You know what he said, "I'm here already, in front of your teacher's house, opposite your school." Wait, wait, wait, did he just say OPPOSITE my school? Oh my gosh, hahaha, and we were laughing hysterically again, while my dad was still on the phone. Well, you see, I have a few tuition place, I tuition phys and chem at Tmn. Megar, have BM at Super and add.maths near my school. That day was physics, Tmn.Megar, which is like the other side of the world from my school! He went to the wrong destination! Man oh man, what a night! No choice, we went back to our teacher, she was expecting someone else, but then...it was us again, haha. She asked how come we're back again? We wanted to laugh it out, then she asked again, so Cheng told her about my dad, and she laughed too, haha.
          Now here comes the weird part, after helping teacher lock the doors, I went inside and sit, felt something itchy on my leg, I thought it was some dirt or fabric, but when I'm brushing it off, it felt as if it's climbing up my leg again, what is that I wondered, and took a look on the floor, the only thing I can see was, a cockroach. Erm, man? That cockroach was the thing I was battling with on my leg?! Cheesecake!!! How dirty! Immediately I told my teacher, she quickly rolled her wheelchair to a room and took out the insect killer spray, came back and sprayed it a lot of times, till she can quite confirmed that the cockroach is dead. After that, she told us she was not afraid of cockroaches, she has deal with them when she was doing her studies million times, eh-hem, DISSECTED them million times, that's how she deal with it. Here we go again, another weird thing, "THE COCKROACH WAS GONE!" when she left that place and went to put back the bug sprayer. Now, everybody looked frightened and concerned, and then haha, I know I'm a little crazy, freaking the girls out when they're already scared, I said, "它还活着。。。". Even worse, everybody was totally freaked out by now, some stand up, some cuddled up with themselves, and some were hallucinating already, so scared that the cockroach would fly to them, or crawl up on them, like my case, URGHH~ (sorry guys, I made the scene even worse, and also, sorry, i brought the cockroach in, didn't mean to do that) After doing some work, I decided to go and wash my legs in the toilet, but YOU CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I'M GONNA TYPE NEXT, there was another cockroach in the toilet! Are you kidding me?! This time, I shouted, "老师!" It's as if she can read my mind, she got ready the spray and went to the toilet and spray that cock till it has no life in it. One of the girls was shocked and asked, "huh? you mean just now that cockroach you sprayed can crawl all the way to the toilet?!" My teacher reassured the girl that one was another cockroach, a bigger one. Last, she asked me, "Can you tolerate till you go back home?" I quietly nod my head.
          That was my funny weird Sunday night. 

Those Days before Exam...

Bonjour again, everyone. Having a nice day? I hope you do. Today I will be blogging about random stuff that I've done before me examo starto, haha, adding some spanish flava in ma words, sigh, I'm so disappointed in myself making my sentences sound so stupid, haiyoyo....

          Oh Kay, still remember that Sunday I got well and was SO HAPPY I'm out of jail, yea, that Sunday night, we stopped by my neighborhood's little malay grocery store to pick up a loaf of Massimo bread (unfortunately they sold 50 cents more than my usual RM 1.50, sigh...). How cool, they had an open house, well, an 'open store' in front of their shop, this is the 1st time I've seen and been to an 'open store', so so cool, they had Assam Laksa, Meehoon Goreng, Nasi Ulam and Ayam Bakar on-the-spot, man! So cool!

  Apologize for my lame and horrible photography...

That next week, we had so many exercise to do, modern maths and add.maths especially. On that Tuesday, so few people came to school, i think everybody thought we were gonna have gotong royong, or maybe used it as an excuse, but some really didn't come to school for specific reasons. For those who thought there was gotong royong that day, there wasn't! It was on Monday! And I didn't know that, even though I went to school on Monday, haha.Wednesday, was the last time I'm gonna have PJK for 2011, and I had total FUN! I played badminton with my mate from the class next door, Y.Theng and at the same time, though i hear my heart racing, I kept playing, it was just to fun to stop. Arghh, I hope next year they'll continue P.E. I heard that they will only end Physical Training after SPM Trial. I really hope that's true!And then on Thursday, Taekwondo time, we had a FOCUS training, train us to look deep into the opponents/attacker's eyes in order to counter an attack smoothly and completely. So, to practice our skills, we have to slap the 'victim', we lined up into 5 or 4 rows, and the person at the back will be the 'victim', my 'victim' was a girl, each person have to slap 3 times, and everytime I 'slapped' her she didn't manage to avoid it, and now I think, i think she hates me. Hopefully that's not true, not somebody hating me again...

          Okay, I'll end this post here, gotta get ready for 2 hours of physics tuition, at first i thought poor me, 2 hours, sigh...but Danny's even poorer, 3 hours, fuyoh! I don't think I can last that long! (Imagine 3 hours of physics, oh my...) 

Tracy Williams Missing

          Hi Guys, I'm here again. A few days ago, I was on a website called Technorati(do not ask why I was there, I got nothing to do that day), I saw an article about a missing person. That person is Tracy Williams, a Technorati employee, she went missing on Nov. 2, 2011. 

Well, I f you have seen her anywhere, please contact San Francisco Police Department at 415-553-0123. For updates and other stuffs, check this Facebook page. More information, read this article. Thank you. XD

I'm Back~!!!!! XDD

          Wau, wau, wau! Finally! My exam's over, I can take a sit back and relax, have time to think of stuff I WANNA do, not I NEED to do, haha. I'm so happy, words cannot express my feelings, that last day of exam, that moment my last exam paper was out of my hands, I was on top of the world! I am telling you, I still feel crazy crazy happy my holiday is occuring right now, while I'm writing this post, can you believe it, right now, is happening! My mom thinks I'm crazy(oh yea, I am), she says people rejoice, feel undeniably cheerful on cloud nine, is when they got their results back and they got great marks...oh come on, mom, thanks for spoiling the mood, but it takes more than that kill this mood, muahahaha, mama!(if you're reading this, XD)

            Well, why not give some details on what happen before, during and after my exam, huh? Wanna know about that, ya ya? Okay...if not, I'm still gonna write it anyways, that's why I'm blogging, cause I really wanna tell ya, haha, no choice for you. Now, let's start right...from the beginning where I left all of you behind and decided to start studying, but the truth is, I did not study a lot...wah, I'm not studying, but still never blog ah, so lame one, yea, I became a big LAZY BUM, and it's like an incurable disease, it changed me, a lot, but I only got to know I changed, after my exam, thanks Danny for telling me that I was different than usual, you telling me now better than in the future somebody else or a stranger tell me about my horrible doings. Now I'm still recovering from my 'disease', but this is not right from the start of not blogging, after I left, I became sick, now this is a real 'disease', haha, okay maybe not disease, but an illness.

          I was a sick puss, a very sick one, I didn't had the normal cough, or the normal flu, I had everything, some sickness that I have every year, and this year i still remember, it came after me on Tuesday, 20 September 2011, yes, that day, I felt something, oh yeah i felt it, the All-in-One was here, that was what I called it, but Cheryl corrected me, the real term for this bizarre illness is THROAT INFECTION, wau, I still can't believe I have THROAT INFECTION EVERY YEAR, am I gonna have some sort of cancer soon?! (*slap* *slap* Stop speaking jibberish nonsense, Butterfinger, you're not gonna have cancer la) Well, it started from a small cough, then I was a Coughing Mad House, you know dry cough and wet cough, I had dry cough, man! SO...IRRITATING, cough until I cry(really!), even at bookstores, people start looking at me with their weird are-you-an-alien or shut-your-cough hole-will-you look, one word, humiliating. After I thought my cough has ended, another misfortune hit me, flu, first it was green mucus, then add-on runny nose, what a disaster! The worst part was, I had sore throat too, I Can't Speak! My voice sounded so crooked, i don't even feel like answering people when they ask me questions. Wish I could ignore, but UNfortunately I did not. Having an untalkable voice sucks big time. What else? Sickness made me played truant too. Ok, not the sickness, it's me, i decided to take a day off, let my body rest and recover a.s.a.p, definitely don't want this dumb sickness to interfere with my studies. All I can say now was thank goodness I didn't went that day, I had really high fever, I cooled myself with wet towel the whole time, my mom helped me when I went to sleep over and over again(thanks mom), but at the end it was too high, I had to take panadol. To me, Panadol is bad, i forgotten how many years it stays in our stomach, but it takes a long period just to digest 1 pill. Therefore, I hate it.
          On Thursday, I went back to school, and before I step out of the house, I kinda felt Mr.Wet Cough is coming to get me, but...it didn't, phew! I wasn't fully well yet, and my voice is still not mine, at least I managed to get through the day. Taekwondo was a little frightening, thought that fever will come knocking on my door again, I almost 'open the door', if not for Mr. Panadol(the real bad guy here) saved me. What can i do, when my mom always say panadol is no big deal, my grandparents took a lot of these, and they're still alive, sigh, okay, mom, good point then...Friday, hehe, once again i ponteng. The reason I went back yesterday was because I don't wanna miss my taekwondo lesson, and since friday my add maths tuition is off, I don't need to go to school! Haha, according to my teory. That one whole day, most of the day I was all alone. Morning, Bro go to school, mom went to work; Afternoon, Bro go to tuition, mom at the other house doing cleaning, I suppose to go with her, but ma requested me to rest, thank you so much, mom, I was bored at home. And you know what? I broke a cup. Yeap, I slipped my hand, and it 'ping-bling!', hit the tile, now the tile is dented, see what happens when you're too bored, haha, no la, this is what happens when you leave Butterfinger all alone in the house, she'll do all sorts of clumsy stuff. Well, called mom, told her about it, and luckily, I wasn't 'killed', she just told me to sweep and mop the floor, wau, what luck! XD. Only when night came, they pun come back, after that, they wanted to go out again, to night market, leaving me alone again? NO WAY! I quickly said, "NO!!! Take me with you, please...I don't wanna be at home anymore, please just bring me with you." Mom said no at first, but after enough persuasion, she finally gave in. Haiyo, take so long to say "Yes, I can go", come on, as if the minute(or second) I walk out of the door, all the bacteria/microorganisms/viruses will come attacking me or something, I'm practically fine...almost.
          The weekends was quite fun, saturday mom and dad was out, but i have my bro with me, and I had my appetite back, I finished eating my chocolate spread

...and a lot of stuff. Sunday was the day I'm set free, finally officially I CAN GET OUT OFF JAIL!!!(pass go and get $200, haha, monopoly)
          One more thing before I end, I wanna give a Big THANK YOU!!!!!!!! to Danny, Cheryl, Boon Hee, and everybody else for giving me 'the take care of yourself', 'get well soon', 'rest more' assurance, I really do appreciate it, and yes I got better! Danny was so happy I was healthy again. Ah yes, there was one special homework note Cheryl gave me, and behind that note, there were words

, it says " xxx!, Get Well Soon! Really lonely in school today! =( Study Hard Ya! "I wonder eii, my favorite colors are green and purple, haha! Thanks Cheryl. (and still so sorry for leaving you alone that day.)